Alone~

mereka fikir dia kuat

mereka harap dia istiqamah

lalu mereka kecewa

tatkala dia lemah

tatkala dia jatuh

sedangkan dia lebih tau

dia x mampu

dia x bisa

dia perlukan mereka

Allahu Allah...

kEtEnanGan yG mEnjaUH

berjuang sendiri di medan jahiliyah

bukan mudah.

berjuang tanpa teman

sangat payah.

berjuang dgn iman rapuh

???

T_T

IMAN

semailah.bajailah.didiklah.

biarkan imanmu tumbuh merimbun.

melindungi si raja dr bahaya sinar UV.

mmbuahkan manisan utk si raja nikmati.

si raja itu HATI.

"...  Ketahuilah bahawa dalam setiap jasad itu ada seketul daging yang apabila ia baik maka baiklah seluruh jasad dan apabila ia rosak, maka rosaklah seluruh jasad.  Ketahuilah ia adalah hati." [Hadith 6/40]

"(Iaitu) orang-orang yang beriman dan tenang tenteram hati mereka dengan dzikrullah". Ketahuilah! Dengan "dzikrullah" itu, tenang tenteramlah hati manusia." [Ar-Ra'du.13:28]

Ketenangan ialah

HADIAH buat orang2 yg berIMAN.

bagaimana mungkin kau miliki ketenangan

andai tiada iman dlm diri???

futur,

kerna imanmu pudar.

'Uthman Ibn 'Affan

Beliau, istimewa bagiku ^_^

thEy aRe OuR FutURe

"Melenturi buluh biarlah daripada rebungnya

Asuhlah mereka ajarkan mereka

Akhlak yang mulia

Anak-anak cahaya mata

Anak soleh impian semua"

-permata keluarga by UNIC-

I watched the kids

their smile,laughter,tears,anger,

& love.

they are SINCERE.

SINCERE is something very precious

and the kids have it.

thus,

teach,guide, & nurture them

to be the best leaders of Islam.

insyaAllah.

i won't forget their sincerity.

wO xiAnGniAn Ni

i'm serious

i really miss u

when will u come here?

 hope that u r here by my side.

accompany me.

give me strength.

comfort me.

really hope to meet u soon!

i really miss u bcoz of Allah

insyaAllah ^_^

NO eXcuSeS!

i have nobody

nobody cares about me

i wanna give up

i can't stand up

i'm weak

i have no spirit

u r making excuses,nailah!

Allah is always by ur side!

He never leave u alone!

it's ur own fault that u can't 'see' Him!

rindu "ijlis bina nu'minu sa'ah"

"ijlis bina nu'minu sa'ah"

oh,rindu sungguh!

akhawat penguatku

aku sayang mereka

aku rindu utk duduk bersama kalian

lalu 'beriman' walaupun hny seminit

:')

fOr aLL ThiS wHiLE~

yup!

thank U, Allah

thank U very much

for loving me

for taking care of me

for teaching me

for Ur concern for me

for never leave me

for always think of me

at for most,

thank U for truly understand me.

U love me as how much i need it

U teach me all the things i need to know

U r beside me whenever i need companion

U r the Most Gracious n the Most Merciful :')

i've just realized 

that all this while

U taught me how to stand on my own

that's why

i'm safe standing on my own here ;)

bKn krN Allah

Aku mendgr
Melihat, mmbaca
Menuturkn, menerangkn
Berusaha, berjanji

Tp knp?!

Aku masih tegar brmaksiat
Aku masih ragu2 utk memilih di antr hitam atau putih
Sedangkn sepatutnya aku x akn teragak-agak memilih putih

Wahai diri,
MENGAPA?! 

Saat kesal hadir tanda sygNya
Kau x peduli
Kau x endah
Syg yg Dia beri kau biarkn pergi

Wahai dri, Apa dh jd?!!

bila segala terlaksana bkn krn Dia,

itulah yg terjadi.

:'(

CheMiStrY

The Nucleus is +ve

It is surrounded by many -ve charged Electrons.

Although the shell increases as the electrons increases,

the atomic radius always decreases in a period.

the Nucleus is so strong that affect

all the electrons attracted toward it.

Of course,there's increases in atomic radius 

but with limit.

It'll certainly decreases after that.

Nucleus=mukmin

Electrons=fasiq,'ashi,munafiq,kafir,musyrik

Learn with ur heart.

Look with the lens of tarbiyyah.

^_^

wHAt a WaSte?!

To be given a lot of chances

is really making me feel loved.

He did gave me a lot

and still does.

I don't like to be 'that'

and I am lack of  being 'this'.

He gave me chance

by making me be 'that'

so i won't be lack of 'this'.

There're too many helps and chances

from Him before.

But i've wasted them so badly.

What am i going to do with the help and chances now?

Let them flee?

Give ur best effort!

Do as what He wants u to do.

Don't walk on the earth arrogantly.

tiTiK bELok

It's different for EVERYone

We have our own path,

our own journey.

And on our own,

we choose where n when 

will the turning point be.

NOW!

It should be now,

at instance.

For we not know

whether we'll still breathing

after NOW.

Grab His guidance NOW before He close the offer.

May we choose the right path to reach Him.

insyaAllah =D

He is The Best Planner

ever since the car started heading to that place,

my heart smiles.

there's ease in my soul.

:')

Alhamdulillah. Subhanallah. MasyaAllah.

after all the process completed,

my heart smiles brighter.

=D

ya Allah,we plan

but u have planned

& of course that ur plan is always the best.

AllahuAkbar!

tHe0Ry&pRacTicAL

there're differences between theory n practice

to be a true mu'min,

one must balance between theory n practice

Rasulullah is the best example in applying this

honestly,

i'm a theoritical person.

practicing is a hard thing for me.

to be in AED,

taught me a lot about practicing.

it does really give me the chance to learn about practical thingy.

& clearly,it isn't my soul at all ;)

but still,

i'm trying to balance theory & practical within myself

i hope every muslim will too

so that,

we truly follow the step of our prophet Muhammad p.b.u.h

insyaAllah :)

beRtaHanLah siKiT wEyh!

tdo x btol

effect kesihatan sy

bila dh x sihat

smua bnda yg nk dibuat msti x jd

contohnya,,,

g rehlah dgn akhawat!!!

T_T

rindu sgt nk spend time dgn akhawat

T_T

rindu sgt nk berusrah

T_T

puncanya?

hanya dr word 'tidur'.

Rasulullah x tido mlm bleh je urus negara.

Khulafa'ur Rasyidin x tdo mlm bleh je nk g brperang

nailah,,,

awak kna buat apa je???

[dush3! kat dri sndri]

sedar sikit weyh

T_T

seTiTis uJiaN dARiNya

air mata mengalir

atas rasa lemah & payah

payahnya utk kuhadapi ujian ini

makin cuba ditempuh makin lemah

kusingkap sejarah kita

menyedari hakikat ujianku

hanyalah sebutir pasir dr ujian mereka

ujianku ibarat setitis dr air mataku yg mengalir laju

rasa payah & lemah itu fitrah

ujian itu juga fitrah bg hambaNya

sunnatullah bg yg berusaha menghadapi ujian ialah kejayaan

bg yg berputus asa pula ialah kegagalan

yakinlah dgn kalamNya

2:286

Aku mampu!!!

keCik keCik ciLi pAdi

Bintang itu kelihatan kecil

Namun cahayanya bersinar terang

Norma dunia

Jgn disangka kecil itu kurg manfaatnya

Si kecil itulah yg melengkapi Si Besar

Aku belajar dr mereka yg kecil

utk mndidik driku yg besar

Aku kagum dgn mereka yg kecil

krn bisa menghidupkn yg besar

Allah itu Bijaksana

CiptaanNya bkn sia2 =)

bULaTaN =)

Bulatan itu bkn sekadar bulatan

Bulatan itu ilham dr Dia

Terbentuknya bulatan itu krn Dia

Di dlm bulatan inilah

Hati bertaut

Kasih & cinta dicurah

Ilmu dikongsi

Semangat disemai

Bulatan yg indah

Terdiri drpd plbagai particle

Diisi dgn brbagai nutrient

Hiasannya berwarna-warni

^_^

Moga terlahir lbh ramai kader Islam dr The Colourful Circle;)

mY bOYfRieNd

"ini boyfriend kamu."

nasihat ustazah smbil tgnnya mengangkat AlQuran.

nasihat itu x pernah luput dr ingatan kami :)

[siap ada yg bg nama skali.hehe]

setia pd boyfriend x mudah rupanya.

dulu di situ hampir setiap masa dgn dia.

slalu berkomunikasi dgn dia.

bila dgn dia rasa mcm2.happy,sad,smile,cry...

dh hafal smua tntg dia.

tapi...

kini di sini hampir setiap masa BKN dgn dia.

jarang communicate dgn dia

dh kurg feeling bila dgn dia.

smua tntg dia makin dilupakan.

engkau ingin jadi kekasihNya tapi knp surat cintaNya kau x hargai?

beRbeZa

Di dalam konkrit itu aku :-(
Di luar konkrit itu aku :-)

Aku sedih jadi begitu
Kenapa aku x :-) di kedua2nya?
DnTku bergerak hanya di satu bahagian.
Sedangkan kehadiran DnT dlm konkrit itu sgt diperlukan.

Duhai,
Perasaan ini harus kulepaskan pergi
Biar Dia uruskan segala,pasti.
Agar aku mampu melangkah laju
Di dalam dan di luar konkrit itu.

Hamba Hina

Maaf ye,tanpa gmbr(nk cpt).

"Thank u for being a wonderful person that I myself look up to =')"

"And that He would grant me a beautiful heart as yours =')"

"...and that u would pray for me so that I can be a better Muslim n a good Muslim like u."

Allah...! Nk menangis sgt bilamana seorg shbt menyatakn pd diri ini begitu.
Allah... Aku dikagumi? :'(
Apa yg ada pdku ya Allah?
Allah! Allah! Allah! :'(

Ya Allah, aku punya bnyk khilaf.
Aku rasakan diri ini hipokrit di sebalik jilbab labuh!
Dosaku sprt pepasir pantai bnyknya! :'(
Hati seindah mana yg aku ada? :'(
Hny dihiasi tompok2 hitam yg mungkin hampir penuh mewarnai.
Tompok2 hitam tanda dosa2ku yg x terampun lg.

ALLAH.. ALLAH.. ALLAH!
Siapa aku ya Allah?!
Aku insan hina dina! :'(
Tmpatku di sisiMu ntah wujud ntah tidak.

Ya Allah... Smua ini berlaku krn Kau sygkn aku,bkn?
Ya Allah... Jgnlah berpaling dariku
:'(

it's fRigHteNiNg

Oh Allah..

Why am I always being tested on this matter?

After one had been solved, another same matter came.

Nailah, u shouldn't ask that to Him.

Every test He gives is a chance for u

Yes, it is a chance for me to become a better mukmin.

It's just that I'm afraid

When that thing happened, I'm so frightened.

Coz sometimes I feel like I'm not strong enough

And do I deserve to be His beloved servant?

Oh Allah.. :'(

Please don't let go of my hand

Please be in my heart forever

I really need U

p/s: Allah Cintaku :')

Jauh/Dekat?

Choose!

That blue creature or that blue-shirt man?

The one near or far?

Which?

Deep thinking...

p/s: istikharah la weyh..! ;)

aCCepTiNg

I want this. I want that.

This is what my heart desires most.

I can't take this or that.

I'm not suit with any of those.

Sit. Lay back. Discuss. Think.

Accept the decision.

"...& bermusyawarahlah dgn mereka dlm urusan itu. Kemudian apabila engkau telah membulatkn tekad,maka bertawakkallah kpd Allah. Sungguh, Allah mencintai org yg brtawakkal." [3:159]

dI maNaKah?

Harapku

Pd siapa?

Harapanku

Di mana?

Di mana aku letakkan harapanku?

Pd siapa kini harapku?

dia atau DIA?

Jika pd dia? :'(

Jika pd DIA? :)

Wahai iman, pilihkan utkku =)

tRUsT HIM

Jadilah seorg hamba. PadaNya shj kau setia.
Jadilah seorg fakir. PadaNya shj kau meminta.
Jadilah seorg kekasih. PadaNya shj kau mencinta.

Trust HIM!

We see our lives like a puzzle,
One piece at a time to make it complete.
He sees us like the whole picture of puzzle
In a blink.

Trust Him!

He understands us perfectly.
He loves us whole heartedly.

He's the One who knows what's best for us.
Trust HIM!

naFsU di ATaS iMAn

Nafsuku berada di atas imanku

Beberapa hari diri ini hidup sprt robot

Melakukan segala tanpa memahami mengapa

FUTUR=feeling down

The worst days ever since terlibat dgn D&T

Rugi beberapa hari utk mmbina fardu muslim

Beberapa hari itu SANGAT brharga bg da'i

Jgn sia-siakannya

Bangkitlah segera!

LeLAki aCuaN aL-QurAn

Lelaki kini berbezanya dgn lelaki dahulu

Kini lelaki

Menyerah dan menjual wanitanya

Dibiarkn bebas, ditayang, ditonton smua

Wanitanya ibarat burung yg terbang bebas

Mengotori dan dikotori

Namun,

Lelaki acuan alQuran

Dahulu dan kini

Menjaga, melindungi, menghormati wanitanya

Wanitanya ibarat mawar putih

Bersih suci dipagar duri

P/S: post entry ni sbb apa yg jd kat audi mlm smlm.hehe ;) terharu:')

buTa

"Sy bkn tdk mmpedulikn anda secara sengaja."

Itu kata wanita yg tdk punya deria pd mata.

AKU???

Apa yg mampu aku kata pd Dia andai Dia brtanya,

"Mengapa kau tdk mmpedulikn Aku dn segala nikmatKu?"

Deriaku lengkap tanpa cela

Namun ku masih buta lalu leka

"Maka tdk pernahkh mereka brjln di bumi, sehgga hati (akal) mereka dpt memahami, telinga mereka dpt mndgr? Sebenarnya bkn mata itu yg buta, tetapi yg buta ialah HATI yg di dlm dada." [22:46]

keSayAnGanKu

Bertahun-tahun kami hidup bersama

Tp manisnya x dirasa sehingga hampirnya saat perpisahan

Saat-saat akhir itu kami berusaha utk memaknai Ukhuwah Fillah

Mengharapkn reunion di Jannah

Kini masing2 di medan yg punya waqi' brbeza

Tika bertemu, kami hargai stiap detiknya

Mengamati stiap wajah & suara

Dgn harapan yg tggi ia kan kekal di ingatan & hati

Kesayanganku, aku bersedia utk berada di sisimu kerna kau kusayangi krn Allah :')